Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Thursday, June 23, 2005

It's true romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head

Currently,

Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We're Going Down
Fall Out Boy - The Music or Misery
Lonestar - Smile
Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag
The Futureheads - Meantime
Blink 182 - Everytime I look for you
Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You
Bon Jovi - Thank You For Loving Me
Boyzone - Love Me For a Reason
Vertical Horizon - Goodbye Again
Jimmy Eat World - The World You Love
Less Than Jake - She's Gonna Break Soon

are nice (:

I wanna get earrings. :\ I like the one Amd has, Sharene's one is nice too. (: Jaslyn's dp one is nice too. Hmmm, EARRINGS!

Apparently in the family now, I'm in the headlines. Mom & Dad doesn't know about it. Aunts wonder where is my future, what am I gonna do after my O's. They think that Dad won't send me to overseas to study. :\ But Dad told me he would, if I want to. I was shocked when I heard about this. Never did I thought I would be the one they're talking about. I gotta study hard la :\ Sigh. I rreally wanna go overseas & study. I can't probably stay here in spore. RAH! I don't know la.

I'm working out the sum of money Dad gotta fork out. It's not gonna be easy for him, I know. Neither is it for me. Money is a big problem here. If I'm going over, I need to be independent. This is so i don't think i can make it. Hahaha, but I'll get used to it, I hope.

I dislike last night's dinner & the dining place. Wanna know where? In some dirty looking, smells like rotten fish, dead chickens, food doesn't look good place & yet the food was OKAY. & It's in Golden Mile Complex. I hope that is the first & the last time there. Phew! I hate such places. Cousin was there to sell tix for the opera show organised by Uncle. That place is damn sick please. It's all RA shows. -slaps forehead. & guess what my nephew, Rhys said! Hahah, he's only primary two, mind you. "here the show cannot watch one. people in the show didn't wear shirt, didn't wear pants. on the bed shhhhhmmmmuuuuaaaccckkkssss(with the hand sign.) kiss leh." & he give that I'm so innocent but I know smile. Haha. That made all of us laughed. That place is too quiet, very freaky. & the lift is like the on in Ju-On. Yikes!

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Just like goodbye notes, you doon't really care afterall.

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Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

; stick with you